May 3rd.....

Dear Mom...
I wish you could be next to me..
right here and after..
Stay close beside me...
Cause I hardly miss you ..

I knew you were gone...
but my love for you will never fade away
with your love, you make me strong..
you cheer me up whenever I fall...

Time's passing by, so quickly..
And it has been 3 years without your voice, laughter, nags and smiles
I wish I could have time to say my sorrow..
For what had I done to you


Mom..
Nothing shall I compare you..
you are the one, and never be the same..
Cause you are the Queen of my heart..
for endless and eternally..

Thank you for being my mother..
Wish you happy birthday.....




I dedicate this song to you...
 

[I've made a little changes to the original lyrics and put the original one as in bracket ]

http://link.brightcove.com/services/player/bcpid1127694893?bctid=1200156527

Goodbye's (The Saddest Word)
Artist: Celine Dion


Mamma
You gave life to me
Turned a baby into a man (lady)

And mamma
All you had to offer
Was a promise of a lifetime of love

Now I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And I know
love so complete
Someday must leave
Must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

Mamma
You gave love to me
Turned a young one into a man (woman)

And mamma
All I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me

'Cause I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And it hurts so
That something so strong
Someday'll be gone, must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

But the love you givin me will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You are to me the greatest love of all

you take my weakness
and make me strong
And I will always love you
Till forever comes

And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there Please stop crying its me, mamma

I'll be your beacon through your darkest night
I'll be your wings that guide your broken heart
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
and I will love you till forever comes

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

'Till we meet again...
Until then...
Goodbye......

Existence Day

I'm standing in front of a mirror hanging on the wall of my rented house... It's March, and the weather hasn't changed yet, the sweat cover all over my body. It is 35 degree centigrade outside there.. Tremendously hot and make me now wearing nothing but half-naked. As I look into the mirror, having monologue since I realized today is my birthday... March 4th... the date of my existence.

The first person that bring to mind is my late mother, Hjh. Rosenah Ishak. I really miss her..so much.. Wish she could see me grow until this quarter of century. Wish that she could greet me with her birthday wishes and card again as she always did in every year no matter where I was. She is the greatest mother that I ever had in my life. Still remember her sweet smiling and always support me whenever the hard time arise. I love you mum!! thank you for bringing me to this world.. I'll prove to you that your prayer and bless won't just be blown by the wind..I'll show you that I'll be a good man, good lecturer and success in this life and afterlife as well.


I would like to lay my heartiest thanks to my dearest friends for the wishes and doa'.... Hoping that you guys will attain good life, health and live long, and achieve victory in the whatever you takes. God Bless!!!!


btw.. if you notice, there's a slightly different on your face when you enter quarter century of your life... below is the photo of my face taken this morning by my house-mate, Jeng Kreng ... (see photo) am I look old???? haha...no matter if you look old or not in physical age. What's important is,your biological age since there is many people nowadays die at young age... take care of youself... lastly I would like to wish myself.....Happy bornday myself...haha..crazy huh!

Boyz VS Gurlz !!!

Hi guys, I wanna share with you the vast differences between boyz and gurlz!!..hehe..
I got this from my friend's blog and it seems interesting...check this out!


don't ever believe when the gurlz say she's a lazy person...

One girl sighing, "huh, feel so lazy today... really dun have mood to study, haih~"...

and the next day, she answered very well and got excellent marks in the test though she said she's 'so lazy to study'..

Although she has no mood but then get excellent in the class, what if when the gurl is in the study mood...dunno what grade she may get back then.. hehe

Another gurl told her friend, "dunno wat to cook today, so lazy to cook...hurm~ guess I just wanna make something simple".

After 2 hours cooking, the result is 'nasi goreng, ayam goreng, and sambal ikan bilis'.

If in the lazy mood they can cook up to 3 dishes. what about when they are in the good mood???...for sure gonna be more superb.. i guess they will make like 5 stars food..hehe

It's the other way round for men;

when he say he is lazy...just believe it! but when he say he is diligent, dun really believe it...

The simplest gurls' cooking is the hardest for men to do...

One men have a chat with his house-mate, "I'm going to cook something 'heavy' tonight". he said. and the things prepared were rice, chicken curry without potatoes and no vegetable. huhu.. that's the greatest he can do...haha..that's it!

Empire State of Rice Bowl

Kedah, the most well known paddy fields state in Malaysia so-called the rice bowl of Malaysia. The state produce more than half of the country's home grown rice supply. It is a land of unique natural beauty, surrounded by much greenery. I felt so astonished to see the lush green paddy fields all the way to my bestrestest-forever-friend's place, Naka which is 30 minutes away driving from Alor Star City across Pokok Sena and Pendang area. 

 

To Naka, Padang Terap District

 

 Lush green paddy field

Peaceful place

 

 This is what we called it, megs! ;) 

I went to megs place last thursday together with his friend, Sapri (Sap) which also a good friend of mine. Megs fetched us with his Myvi car at the Alor Star Bus Terminal on the Friday morning and we had a city tour for the whole day. There were a lot of places that we've been and I wish I've got time to tell ya one by one. For the highlight, We went to Menara Alor Star. This tower is the 2nd taller in Malaysia with height 165.5 meter. We had our photo taking and didn't get in since we arrived too early and it was not yet open.

 

Menara Alor Star 

 

Me, Megs, and Sap

If you would like to try the different nasi lemak in Malaysia. Do come to Alor Star to try Nasi Lemak Royale = Nasi Kandar Royale. A friend of Sap suggest us the place which is situated next to the Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah. After we tried the 'nasi lemak' then we totally understand the symbol ' = ' in his text message. Actually, it is nasi kandar and not nasi lemak at all. I dunno why they give the name nasi lemak for the nasi kandar. Anyway, it taste good and very cheap. Which I like!

 

  

This is what they called, nasi lemak Royale

In Alor Star city, there's a new shopping bazaar where they call 'Souq Al-Bukhary'. The building is very nice with the Arab architecture where you find yourself in Egypt. hehe ;) Next to it, there is a very beautiful mosque named Masjid Al-Bukhary. Rasa tahajud sangat bila tengok masjid ni. Subhanallah.

 Souq Al-Bukhary

 

Masjid Al-Bukhary, Alor Star, Kedah

The evening we felt exhausted after Friday prayer and decided to get back to Naka for a little rest. The most exhausted person is megs. I really proud of him to stay up for the night before because of excite feeling to take and bring us to those such great places. Really thank you megs! ;)

Ready to Penang!

The next day we continued our journey to The Pearl Island that is Penang. I had a little bit confusing while in Penang since I've didn't come here for a year. They all expected I may tour them correctly to the places in Penang coz I used to stay here for quite long time where I always call Penang as my second home. I really apology for that megs n sap.

 

Penang Bridge Toll, Still RM7

 

 

Georgetown view from Penang Bridge

 

Zeq at Q'bay Mall

Megs

Anyway, we've been to Queensbay Mall and had our breakfast n window-shopping there. Then, we went to visit my sister's family (my only sister ke megs..hehe). I really miss my niece and nephew, danish (chub-chub), puteri (mei-mei), and nureen (naba). In the bracket is the loving name that i always call them..huhu..(see photos). We went to our car park then and everybody started to guess... "aku ada kawan kat penang ni, tp lupa la kontek number dia"...and I suddenly said, "I do have a friend too...oh my god..YANA! yes", I just rang my bell. haha..yana, yana... and then we get her in USM campus and took her along to batu feringgi.

 

My niece, Nureen (Naba)

 Puteri (mei-mei)  yang sombong...

 Danish (chub-chub)

Uncle ajiq with Naba

at my sister's place

 

USM Penang Campus

After having fun in Batu feringgi, we've stick in huge traffic jam. guess wat? there was Thaipusam celebration where all the Hindu's made their parade with the kavadi along the pulau tikus and gurney area. Driving in Penang is such a challenging, and i said to megs, you'll get an international license if you survived driving in here. And he did. He is such a professional driver though there was some curses which I always do. huhu..

 

Batu Feringgi Beach

 

Landmark of Penang, KOMTAR

Latest in town: Penang Times Square!

We managed to get rid from the jam and made our way to Padang Kota Lama. This place is a must come place in penang where you can try all the penang specialty food at a single place. Everything is here, from passembur to char kueh tiow. Apparently, We have blacklisted due to some reasons.

Ni la rupa passembur

Overall for this trip, I felt so happy and enjoy in Kedah mostly. I really felt the feeling of balik kampung start form the first day I was here. The food is so me and most importantly, very cheap! seriously. Everywhere you go in kedah (although the capital city a.k.a bandaraya alor star), it so hard to get more than RM5 for a meal. To me, food is such a luv factor. They managed to put the luv in the food (sedap & murah) and exactly made me fall to the place. I love kedah so much! since I was in kulim matriculation (Kolej MARA Kulim) which is 6 years ago, the food price didn't go up.

 

SMK Naka

Megs' work place, SMK Naka

I really thanks megs so much for his hard work to bring us to such a wonderful place. I really love Naka as well and it's not that suffer to live in rural area as mentioned by megs before. But now, he has accommodate and happy to live here since he got for evening shift in this semester. I felt peace and calmness surrounded my soul while i was in Naka. It's so different living in the city and here. To see megs with his complete attire as an english teacher at SMK Naka. I inspired to become like him. Actually, I'm a bit down with my life. I always asking myself, am I really want to be a lecturer? and the answer for now is yes. I can see the real teacher character in him. He has his own style to teach his "primary" student. He's quite fierce with his student although in reality he is so kind. One statement that make me wanna laugh is ..."heh, aku lempang jadi lempeng" because the student is stubborn and didn't pay attention..huhu

Filling up my empty Soul

The worst part in my weekend comes when I didn’t plan to go anywhere either going back to my hometown or run other activities. The dull feeling cover all over my soul and make me wanna be free. Get free from stranded in my rented house.

I did planned to go back this weekend since a friend of mine from Kuala Ibai asked to stay in my KB house for a couple of days to attend an interview there. So I agreed to give him a place for shelter. Nevertheless, he confirmed that the interview is in the evening and not in the morning as mentioned before and he plan to drive and back in the same day as soon after the interview done. Therefore I cancelled my plan to go back and plan to stay in KT city.

To run away from this empty soul, I need to feel it with something. There was no other place I can escape except a place where I always am in other weekdays, the campus. It‘s such a calm to come to laboratory at this hour and see my culture of leukemia cell line grown healthy in the flasks. Shinning of the viable cells reflect as they are smiling to me. What a good kids. I’m hoping they will give me good result next week as I’d plan to run assay.

Get close to friends in facebook, YM and reading blog is part of my activities to fill up my weekend day. As other post-gard students busy with their writing, I’m also doing busy. Busy with writing this blog. Haha…dunno wat gonna be with Haziq…confirm kene bunuh kerat lapan belas ngan prof manaf next week sbb slow progress….ampun prof!!!

Other sudden activities I did in this weekend other than stay in campus are playing bowling with arip and kak sya (final year students)…I’ve lost and got the last place…Gosh!... But you guys watch out, I’ll be good in the next match.. (``;).The night we have air buah gelas besar pior punye at seberang takir/tok beng.

It’s been a while I’ve not get to beach. It such a breathtaking to enjoy the breeze at Pantai Batu Burok. Actually they got the name ‘Batu Burok’ from the stone laid on the middle of the beach. It is actually there… I never knew after being shown by Amir (final year student). We have a small picnic with keropok lekor and banana fritters that bought near to masjid zainal abidin. Those below were the happy moments at the beach…

Amir model iklan keropok lekor & goreng pisang

 

 

 

Terima kasih arip tolong lapkan kereta aku yg kotor tu...(";) 

 

"eh..ada kutu kat kepala aku lah... " kata si arip. 

 

Yo..Yo... 

Kanak2 ceria.... 

 

Amir pencinta tiang...oh awek ku tiang... diblkg tu arip yg senget sbb otak berat sebelah 

 

 kaki orang utan mana ni? lebatnya berbulu..tanya arip, amir pon menjawab, kaki aku la...kucing betol ko ni!

 

Ketenangan......Keindahan Laut ciptaan Ilahi 

Amir tgk burung kenyalang yg terbang kat atas kepala aku 

Woi...pendatang asing ke korang ni ha!!!! 

unggak cik, ungak..kami warga malaysia kok..ini I/C nya 

Kanak2 riang...aksi akrobatik dari haziq

 

 subhanallah mir, ko buat apa kat arip tu...astaghfirullah!!

Features Update

This is my first time to change the blog template from the default ones after being guided by my new fella friend, Ayu, which is sitting behind me at post-grad lab as we called here as PGL. It was so easy!! just simply search for the templates which are compatible with your blog, get the code then paste it in the layout setting. Walla, you'll get your perfect template as desire.The tough part for me when it comes to select the nicest layout... haha...really hard to choose one. most of them are so me. Thanx Ayu for the guide. I really need to learn more to add such blinking words since one of my friends knew how to do but didn't want to share with me at all...kedekut ko shafik!!! siap ko!

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